Month 3 Day 29

Good Afternoon

I must admit that I am feeling rather YUK today, I don't know if it's just because it's so close to the Easter break, or if it's because of the time change, buit I am feeling really down. I have also had the strangest of dreams.Warning!
Gavin (my brother) and I where rearranging corpes. Not just any corpes mind you, we were switching the corpse of Jesus and the corpse of Aunty Be. Jesus' body had not yet decomposed and as I touched the mark on his head were the thorns had pierced his skin, his beautiful blue eye proceeded to sink into his face and out his mouth. I must admit that except for Aunty Be's leg being bent at the knee (like she was getting ready to stand up) I do not know what state of decomposition she was in.
This brings two very delicate matters to my mind, firstly Gavin is shit scared of anything to do with death and dying and secondly surely Jesus doesn't have any earthly remains after ascending to heaven? I did say warning, it just kind of worries me that I remember the details so vividly even now some 12 hours later. Perhaps it's just Be's way of letting me know that she is safe and home with Jesus and his Father. Perhpas she is trying to tell me that Gavin is finally ready to let her go. Whatever the message I do believe it is from her and as I have said several times I know that she is up there with granny, grampa, her sisters and husband and my baby, and they are all looking after each and every one of us still on this plain.
Just thinking about it...

In love and light