Wow, it has been a while since I've felt inspired enough to write, but here are my thoughts for today. As you all probably know after 9 years of searching for somthing to be fulfilling to me on the job front I have been made redundant from a job I actually do love. It's not a shock I was on an annual contract and with everyone needing to make cuts I knew it would be last in first out, because regardless of performance, redundancy packages cost money, I simply walk out the door. So I have been job hunting obviously for something similar in the hope of replicating the joy I feel currently. It's a hell of a lot harder than you'd think! So the applications are done and theyll be posted off today along with the well worded cover letter. Then comes the waiting, the waiting is the hardest part because I have no control over how long I have to wait, so that says something about my need to always be in control of a situation and now you see why being made redundant is so hard for me to bear and while everyone says it's not personal. How can anyone NOT take it personally when you are doing a good job and it's still not enough to keep you in emplyment? They've said that if something else opens up I can keep my job, yes it's good to know that I was doing a good enough job that they would want me back, and I've been offered my old job back at the nursing which was to a certain extent fulfilling but while you can assist an elderly person with dimentia today, you need to do it again tomorrow, and again the next day, while assisting a child today means that they have that input for the rest of their lives and hopefully somehow someway you have enriched that childs life. And so I'm going to raise a toast today to new beginnings because whether I like it or not I have to HAVE to have one. CHEERS!!
In love and light
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